I DO NOT WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE
...so much for staying strong.
This hurts. It hurts so bad. I want to be ok. I do. I'm still leaning on God, but this is just too much for me right now.
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About Me
- Kayla Webb
- I'm just someone who is trying to find out who they really are. It's been a long journey but I'm almost there.
Kayla,
ReplyDeleteI just wanted to offer something that I'm sure a million of your friends have. A shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen. I do not know what you are going through, and chances are I probably won't be able to tell you how to fix it, but I can listen and be there for you. You are a very sweet, talented and strong individual. Remember that while you may not see it now, there is always a rainbow after the storm and God will never give you anything that you cannot handle.
God's Rainbow
anonymous
Rainbow's appear after mighty storms,
when things look their very worst,
just when the skies are darkest grey,
look for the rainbow first.
The rainbow is a sign of God's promise,
that he will guide us through any storm,
that he will see us through all our troubles,
no matter what their form.
When you feel battered by life's storms,
and you are filled with doubt and dismay;
just remember God's rainbow is coming -
it's only a prayer away.
I'll be praying for you.
Love,
Crystal
It will be amazing the view you have of Christ and your relationship of Him when this starts to get better. You will truly see how He provides for us when we absolutely can't get through things on our own. Some of the most amazing things happened in my life when I was LEAST in control, I'll even say I had NO control. Two different situations but my cancer defeated me inside, I was pissed off, sick of everyone else being healthy and frustrated that I wasn't. That I couldn't just have things the way everyone else did. But it was then when God started the foundation of showing me how He doesn't want me to be in control, He doesn't want me to be able to HANDLE things or lean on my own understanding. I've strayed away a lot between now and then but I have to stand by the testimony of what God showed me during that time. I hope in some way this encourages you through the hurt but God has you right where He wants you, completely broken and helpless in complete need of Him. No one else can ease the pain, none of your friends can truly make it go away, In fact you are prob sick of advice but, CHRIST came so that times like these HE can get all the glory and honor and praise. So that when you come through this AND YOU WILL that everyone will look at it and say "hey look what Jesus was able to do for kayla through all this" not "hey look how strong kayla is for being able to get through all this". Im praying for you and will continue to pray for you.
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