New At This

Hey everyone. I am pretty new at this whole blogging thing but I'm gonna give it a shot! So here goes nothing.

Tonight I went to church for this service called "Awakening" and it was AWESOME! I felt so close to God and it was so great to watch so many people let loose and actually worship God with out any insecurities or self-doubt. At first people were afraid to just let go of their fear that everyone was looking at them or whatever, but as the night progressed God just swooped in and took over the place. People were singing so much louder than I've ever heard people sing in church!!!! It gave me goose-bumps! :)

So the College ministries leader, Brandon B., got on stage tonight and talked about taking a group of people to Haiti soon, BUT you have to be going to with a medical team witch means you have to have medical experience (which I dont). But ever since I heard the news about Haiti I have felt so called to go over there and help out. I have NEVER wanted to leave my home, family, friends, boyfriend, etc. SO much to help people in a completely different COUNTRY before. I have had so many opportunities before to go on mission trips and what not, but I have always felt HALF way like I wanted to go. This time it's different. I feel like I HAVE to go. Like it's not even my choice. Like it's God's choice. Im SUPPOSED to be there. So, Brandon told me that he is actually taking another group to Haiti for volunteer work during the summer for about a week or so and I'm totally in. I don't care what I have to do to get there, I WILL go.

So anyway, please be praying for me. I have to get my passport, take some training classes, and come up with some money to help get me there. Keep me in your prayers please! I'm starting a new chapter in my life, and God is TOTALLY 100% in control.

LET MY HEART BE BROKEN WITH THE THINGS THAT BREAK THE HEART OF GOD